is like my best friend.
just kidding.
but he sure can sing and play guitar like a beast. i wish i could be his best friend. hahahhahaha. of course, i'm not saying joe's not my favorite still -because he is- but if i had to pick between kevin and nick, i'd choose kevin in a heartbeat. just saying...
anyways, off of the jonas subject.
school was good. i wasn't in it very much today though. c[:
i went to gray's construction and met some pretty cool people. we sat and talked about graphics, construction and stuff like that. i might get to shadow the graphic artist for gray's! :D i'm pretty stoaked.
after that, we went to mcdonald's. there, i figured out that one of the girls who went on the trip is a mentor in my writing 101 class. so, that's pretty cool. at mcdonald's we watched fox news and on there they showed a massive car chase. he was driving for a good 15 minutes? it was the highlight of my day, most likely. XD
then, we went back to school. i stayed up in the guidence office with this senior and mr. d's student teacher person. we talked for an hour. i went to forth block for like five minutes and then i went to a pep rally.
hahahahahaha -no one was listening.
our marching band is really good though.
ah, well i better go take a shower and go to bed.
real school is tomorrow; yuck.
i wish all my days at school were like today.
that would be sweet.
♥
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
music.
what i need is music.
at the moment, music isn't helping me the way it should be helping me. and, i need it to help me more than anything right now. this isn't the kind of help a friend or a family member could help me deal with; it's more of helping myself heal alone. music helps me heal when i can't really reveal what i'm feeling to someone. a million doctors, psychologists, and therapists could talk to me, but that wouldn't solve what i need.
what i need is music.
though i could go through my playlists on itunes or shuffle the songs on my ipod but nothing seems to help. maybe coping with something through music just isn't helping anymore. but, that seems a little unreal. there are how many songs in the world? you would think that one song in the world would help me on my behalf; but, as of right now, it doesn't look that way.
what i need is music, but somehow i know that it isn't all i need.
at the moment, music isn't helping me the way it should be helping me. and, i need it to help me more than anything right now. this isn't the kind of help a friend or a family member could help me deal with; it's more of helping myself heal alone. music helps me heal when i can't really reveal what i'm feeling to someone. a million doctors, psychologists, and therapists could talk to me, but that wouldn't solve what i need.
what i need is music.
though i could go through my playlists on itunes or shuffle the songs on my ipod but nothing seems to help. maybe coping with something through music just isn't helping anymore. but, that seems a little unreal. there are how many songs in the world? you would think that one song in the world would help me on my behalf; but, as of right now, it doesn't look that way.
what i need is music, but somehow i know that it isn't all i need.
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