music.

what i need is music.

at the moment, music isn't helping me the way it should be helping me. and, i need it to help me more than anything right now. this isn't the kind of help a friend or a family member could help me deal with; it's more of helping myself heal alone. music helps me heal when i can't really reveal what i'm feeling to someone. a million doctors, psychologists, and therapists could talk to me, but that wouldn't solve what i need.

what i need is music.

though i could go through my playlists on itunes or shuffle the songs on my ipod but nothing seems to help. maybe coping with something through music just isn't helping anymore. but, that seems a little unreal. there are how many songs in the world? you would think that one song in the world would help me on my behalf; but, as of right now, it doesn't look that way.

what i need is music, but somehow i know that it isn't all i need.